This is my second attempt on trying to get some form of communication with myself going. I have this intense urge to say something intelligent but I am just so blocked. It’s like I have this crazy vortex spinning around in my head just sucking up all the loose pieces of paper. Strangely enough I often feel like I need something big to happen almost every single second of the day.

The thoughts leading me to this are that once we become ‘adults’ it’s like almost all of the fun in life is sucked out and we become drained. I don’t know how you feel but for me I really enjoy the excitement of not being able to predict how the day will unfold and having to really participate in the day’s precedence. I mean we cant be hyperactive all the time but that adventurous behavior that so many people kill off from within themselves should be explored and aloud to go all crazy.

Let me not stray to far from reality but you have to admit to yourself that there are so many people that are living from day to day; doing what they can just to get through but how many of those people are actually living life? It’s in my best interest to go crazy and wild every so often and life a little… who really wants life to pass them by?